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Last Night was sooo amazing i wish i could have just recorded it and relive it all over againnnnn every night...I Friggin like Hallie soo much i cant beleeive the feelings i have for her are this strong...and i cant ebeleive she has them back...i cant stop thinking about her and what we were saying to each other it was so awesome and it made me feel invincinble i coulda lived in that momment forever <33

byeeeeeee

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happy happy
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the most amazing night of my life by the way...im talkin to hallie and shes making me feeeeeel soo amazing right now...i like her sooooooooo much its insaneeeee i just want it to be staurdya soo i can hold herrrr
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today was interesting it was thanksgiving and as usual my mom didnt even leave her room which pissed me off but then she finally cameout and was acting weird as usual and it pissed me off more i just wanted the day to be over im just sick of things lately but on the bright side MMMMi <3 pumpkin pie
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blah blah
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well this weekend was pretty awesome...i saw SHAT-DUBYA and medicated kisses...i went with kerynn jess and chels...one of the bands that were playing was atomic ballroom calamity...it's this kid matt's new band...and i guess matt and kerynnn hate each otha...so matt has this song called slut explode...and kerynn htinks its about her...i felt sooo bad she was wicked upset and her boyfreind ryan was dancing to it and that friggin pissed her offf...but besides that medicated kisses was friggign snjasifghs amazing dagjkbsjvjskbvjkfnjkjnvkn...sorry...ummm...i went to therapy for the first time saturday and it was okayyyy...i really liked the therapist ladyyy...but moving on...i cut my hair yesterday and i like it a lot....i hate the naked brothers band..FUCKING CRAZY CAR..suck my balls....where is nickolodean going....soo i guessim done
bye.
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
my real moms voice
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i've been saying "ello" a lot...my moms been betta and ive been better...i love everyone around me...theyve been helpin a lot...im starting personal therapy saturday and im going to my aunts :) im kinda bummed bout both cuz...i dont get to hang w/my friends and the last time i went to this therapist i lied soo i wouldnt have to take therapi..cuz i was too lazy to take it hahaha woww...today wa funn it was the first time in awhile i "spent the day" with steve :) :) hehe yessss

<3 bye
Current Mood:
bored bored
Current Music:
steve singing
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today was utterly horrible...i friggin hate everything if that sounds bad im sorry...today my mom came in and said she was getting a drug test...probably becuase she thought that we thought she was smoking pot wen she acts weird...she was like well im leaving so i laughed and said mom this is why we need fucking therapy...so she walked towards me and i screamed get away hahaha and she backed away like a pathetic dog...haha soo she went outside then came back in and haha i screamed get the fuck away you fucking bitch your ruining my life...and kicked evrything hahaha...and i feel like shit...
i love my freind kerynn and katie i love them soo much everytime im upset they always makes me feel better<333333

well im done complaing
bye.

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stressed stressed
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i just got back from the mall...it was wicked fun i missed amanda soo much...the girl in the Kodak EasyShare Gallery ad is very ugly by the way...i wonder if she'll grow up and tell all her freinds how she was ugly on a Kodak internet ad...and i wonder if they'd beleive her...well moving on...i went into hottopic and i say an edger allen poe action figure...it's pretty funny how businesses will stop at nothing to sell things...and its pretty funny that people actually buy it...i wonder if they play with it...or are just going to sell it in like ten years..i wonder if the man singing right now drinks a lot because all im understaning while i am writing is about drinking...but i always protrayed them as a somewhat clean band..but maybe not..i just took a close look at that ad and i discovered the ugly girl is kissing a boy who seems to have an infection on his cheeks but its probably just the picture...and i kinda feel stupid running on about this...so lets try to talk about things besides the beastly child...well i had a really deep conversation with amanda @ the mall..it felt good...really good to get it out...
bye.
Current Mood:
horny horny
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i spent the day with rach and nicole... it was pretty fun..i missed rachel and i hate how everyone hates her it kinda sucks...but whateva...im sooo excited im hanging out wih my freind amanda later...i've known her for sooo long...and shes been sad latley and i hope she feels better...everyone seems to be in a mooood today,weird.

bye

Current Mood:
confused confused
Current Music:
boys night out
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there once was a girl.
she had fairly short hair
one time she told me she dyed it burgandy.and then blonde.
she once had bangs.
she like to referr to me as a bear that originates in icey climates.
she cries to the lion king and likes something corporate.
she is named after the only rapper i like.
she is the best photographer i've met.
her names katie and i love her.
Current Mood:
crazy crazy
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im startig over on this.
im listening to her talk.
about things.like freinds.life.hate.love.troubles.
and also how she hates herself.
this being in a humerous way, almost boasting the good times in life
it's kinda funny how that works.
i hanged out...or is it hung out with...or would you not even approach that sentence in fear or ill grammar and try something like spent that day(that sounds better) with katie kerynn zack jess steve and chelssssss...it was fun...
but my craving is unfufilled
BITCH
Current Mood:
amused amused
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im bored.
its kinda of hard to do this but im doing it
i'm watching you smile.onecocked eyebrow andbearing almost fake teeth.
again im seeing the other biting as usual
Current Mood:
creative
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